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1 [1] Ryan Norbauer [2] [mail_icon] 2 a personal newsletter 3 Los Angeles, California 4 5 • [3]Home 6 • [4]About 7 • [5]Reading List 8 • [6]Archive 9 • [7]Subscribe 10 11 Keyboard Academy 2025-03-24 12 13 The Outsider Option: Why I Sold Half my Company to Tiny 14 15 by [8]Ryan Norbauer 16 17 MY DESIGN WORK 18 19 I create escapist [9]luxury computer keyboards at Norbauer & Co. 20 21 Fairmont Empress Hotel in Victoria, BC near Tiny HQFairmont Empress Hotel in 22 Victoria, BC near Tiny HQ 23 24 I had the most curious sensation when I was working the other night: I was kind 25 of happy. 26 27 You know, not just in the I find this work satisfying kind of way, but in the 28 and I don’t also want to walk out a window kind of way. This latter is, in my 29 professional life at least, something of a novel experience. 30 31 It is often said that founding a business is like “staring into the abyss and 32 eating glass.” I concur with this analysis. 33 34 But I would go one further. As someone with a chronic serial entrepreneurship 35 problem, I can vouch that the life of a founder is actually also often quite 36 painfully lonely—a feeling that somehow, paradoxically, gets worse the more 37 employees and clients one has. 38 39 'Twas ever thus, I used to think, and ever would be. It all just seemed like 40 part of the entrepreneurial bargain, the cost of creative freedom. It’s a price 41 I myself have been willing to pay at times, but at other times not so much. 42 43 Just over a year ago, in fact, I very nearly shuttered my latest business, 44 Norbauer & Co. (We make very fancy [10]luxury computer keyboards—yes, that is a 45 thing; I’ll explain.) It wasn’t that we had any actual problems. Quite the 46 contrary. We were enjoying a commercial success far exceeding anything I had 47 ever hoped for or intended. It was just that this success required so very 48 frequently dining on glass, as I bounced from one annoying-but-important 49 logistical challenge to another. 50 51 But let’s advance one year forward, to just last week. I found myself at the 52 end of a long day grappling with a hard operational problem for the company 53 (which indeed I did not shutter). It’s the sort of manufacturing setback that 54 would previously have sent me down a vortex of despair, as I felt the latest 55 shards shattering between my teeth. Yet in that moment the other night as I was 56 wrapping up my work I caught myself smiling like an idiot, oddly untroubled. 57 58 (Sometimes we get these rare glimmers of insight in life, when we briefly 59 stumble off the hedonic treadmill. The perspective zooms outward, and we 60 perceive that our past selves would be astonished and delighted by our 61 situation in the present. It’s a beautiful thing.) 62 63 I now have at my disposal an executive team of a caliber and competence I would 64 never previously have thought within my grasp, leaving me never facing a 65 problem alone. We have, moreover, just launched a product of enormous ambition 66 and complexity that has been a lifelong creative dream of mine. Until these 67 facts suddenly occurred to me at once the other night, they had somehow crept 68 up on me over the past year without my quite noticing. 69 70 I very intentionally capitalized and bootstrapped Norbauer & Co. in such a way 71 as to never need outside investors, and at no point (now or in the past) have 72 we ever been in want of cash. Indeed, I have spent my entire entrepreneurial 73 life resisting investor-oriented management. So, as I now find myself more 74 tranquil and satisfied than I have ever been in all my working life, I’m 75 reluctant to admit what made it all possible. 76 77 I sold nearly half of my company to a publicly-traded investment fund run by a 78 Canadian billionaire. 79 80 History of a Great Deal, and a Great Deal of History 81 82 This is the story of my accidental luxury brand and our eventual deal with the 83 very unusual investment firm [11]Tiny. 84 85 I tell it in detail here not only for keyboard enthusiasts who may care about 86 the past and future of Norbauer & Co. (or fans of Tiny who may wish to peer 87 behind the curtain of one of their deals) but for any entrepreneur who 88 struggles with the desire to bring a singular creative vision into the 89 world—and who worries, quite rightly, about the perils of working with 90 investors to make it happen. 91 92 Tiny counts in its portfolio well-known cool-kid brands like [12]Aeropress, 93 [13]Letterboxd, [14]Dribbble, [15]Serato, and more than a hundred others—many 94 of them design-centric businesses that, like mine, are deeply rooted in 95 communities of passionate nerd enthusiasm. They also own quite a few creative 96 agencies (such as [16]Metalab and [17]Frosty), which do tasteful projects for 97 luxury and luxury-adjacent brands such as Prada, Apple, Burberry, Calvin Klein, 98 and many others. This all makes Tiny an improbably good spiritual fit for my 99 company, but my reasons for the deal actually ran far deeper. 100 101 Many founders, especially those in the VC sphere, tend to view outside 102 investment as a path to an “exit” payday, allowing them to cash out and ride 103 off into a tropical sunset. Tiny has, to be sure, facilitated numerous 104 embarkations of this type. But in my case, the short-term financial aspects of 105 the sale were, for both sides, actually something of an afterthought. Far from 106 exiting anything, I continue to serve as CEO of Norbauer & Co., and, as 107 majority voting shareholder, I retain absolute control—creative and 108 otherwise—over the business. 109 110 Even though we closed the deal a year ago, I intentionally waited until now to 111 write about it publicly, because I wanted to proceed from actual experience 112 rather than the blind fact-free optimism of an early-day press release. The 113 result, happily, turns out to be something of a love letter to a very unusual 114 investment fund and the singular philosophy (and integrity) of the people 115 behind it. 116 117 A Keyboard Snowball 118 119 The Heavy-9 in titanium, a popular one of our aftermarket keyboard housings, 120 which sells for $3800 (not including the keyboard that goes inside).The Heavy-9 121 in titanium, a popular one of our aftermarket keyboard housings, which sells 122 for $3800 (not including the keyboard that goes inside). 123 124 In an article published a few weeks ago, [18]Hodinkee (a magazine quite 125 influential in the luxury world) described Norbauer & Co. as the brand 126 “defining the world of high-end analog keyboards,” which is very kind, and 127 perhaps even true in a way, but is mainly just amusing to me given how much I 128 dragged my feet in letting it even become a business in the first place—to say 129 nothing of an industry-defining one. 130 131 Norbauer & Co. is in fact an entirely adventitious business and the unintended 132 byproduct of an aborted attempt on my part at retirement. In 2010, having sold 133 the last of three tech companies I had founded, I resolved to take a little 134 breather from crippling stress and life-destroying workaholism to throw myself 135 instead into frivolous, low-stakes creative pursuits. The effects were so 136 salutary that I quickly swore off ever starting a company ever again. But among 137 those fun creative projects was one that would end up quickly undoing my 138 resolve: figuring out how to make my own retro keyboards. 139 140 On obscure forums like [19]GeekHack, I began organizing group buys for my 141 designs among fellow hobbyist enthusiasts. These offerings were originally 142 intended just as a way to help offset the cost of making a few units for 143 myself. From my very first such sale almost a decade ago I kept swearing that 144 it would also be the last, intent on keeping my resolution never to get sucked 145 into running another business and letting the stress ruin my life again. And 146 yet I found myself nudged along at every turn (albeit gently and kindly) by an 147 eager crowd with whom my work seemed to be resonating. One offering led to 148 another. And things just sort of snowballed from there. 149 150 The Norbauer brand has since managed to accumulate a base of thoughtful and 151 loyal clients all around the world (from South Korea to the UAE, South Africa 152 to Mongolia), and I’ve somehow never quite been able to keep up with demand. 153 Most of our offerings sell out within hours—sometimes minutes—of being posted. 154 (Communities of collectors have even set up bots to track our inventory and 155 broadcast availability to private channels on Discord.) For waitlist items, we 156 have clients who preorder and patiently wait for models with production lead 157 times sometimes exceeding a year—including bespoke orders running into the tens 158 of thousands of dollars. 159 160 At some point or another, with millions of dollars of keyboards sold—and 161 without my quite meaning or realizing—it had turned into a real business. 162 163 Retro-techno-futurism, and a Rationally Irrational Trade 164 165 The Heavy Grail in Veracity Steel (mirror polished), one of our most 166 sought-after offerings. Price $2000.The Heavy Grail in Veracity Steel (mirror 167 polished), one of our most sought-after offerings. Price $2000. 168 169 While I have been obsessed with keyboards my whole life, I chose a 170 serendipitous moment (around 2014) to become interested in actually making 171 them. Here is subscribership of the MechanicalKeyboards subreddit over the past 172 decade: 173 174 MechanicalKeyboards subreddit subscribers over time (via subredditstats.com) 175 MechanicalKeyboards subreddit subscribers over time (via subredditstats.com) 176 177 Plenty of other enthusiast-led keyboard brands sprang up at the beginning of 178 this upward curve along with Norbauer. But the vast majority, including some of 179 the most prominent and prestigious ones, have since either spectacularly 180 imploded or faded into the internet mists. 181 182 If any one thing has allowed us to enjoy a relative longevity, I believe it’s 183 that our products are fundamentally sentimental—and thus slightly irrational. 184 When other makers seemed to be climbing over each other to be the Lexus of 185 keyboards (converging on a single technical paradigm and competing on 186 checklists of “premium” features), I was far off in one isolated corner, making 187 weird Ferraris. 188 189 The thing with a Ferrari—as, like, a car—is that it really isn’t the most 190 logical purchase. They’re loud, difficult to maintain, and not particularly 191 comfortable. I’m happy to report that our keyboards don’t have those 192 shortcomings, but my point is that the unique (and obviously very potent) thing 193 a Ferrari offers is to be an object with a soul—the product of a very specific 194 worldview and set of values. This makes it non-comparable and thus somewhat 195 resistant to direct competition. (Despite, for example, a vibrant market of 196 counterfeit Norbauer keyboards coming out of China—some of which even brazenly 197 copy our packaging—clients still eagerly prefer to pay a multiple to get the 198 genuine articles from us.) 199 200 What is it, then, that gives Norbauer products their particular soul? It comes 201 from a profound emotional attachment to the spirit of 20th century 202 techno-optimism. Part of this is our retrofuturist design language, which 203 explicitly evokes midcentury and 80s modernism. Another is the deep and clacky/ 204 thocky sound profile, which is intentionally redolent of keyboards from the 80s 205 and 90s. But above all is a headlong dive into the sort of breathless 206 over-the-top optimism that characterized that earlier era of computing—when 207 everyone seemed to believe that personal computers and the Internet were going 208 to break down international barriers and make for a wiser and more peaceful 209 world. A time when we all believed in The Future, with a capital F. 210 211 Computers were held to be objects of enormous promise back then—rarer and more 212 valuable devices than they now are—so manufacturers were willing to invest far 213 more into hardware that was both durable and satisfying to use. Norbauer & Co. 214 simply pretends that the trend never stopped—taking finishes, materials, and 215 engineering to extremes to build objects that feel at once worthy and symbolic 216 of those hopes. 217 218 But by the mid-2010s when I started making keyboards, the hopes that had been a 219 part of cyber-culture in its early days (decentralization, anonymity, lack of 220 concern with social status or authority, peaceful mutual understanding across 221 cultures, free speech) were already fading away. The charmingly anarchic early 222 Internet was being supplanted by various walled social-media gardens controlled 223 by a few megacorporations, with ill effects that are by now all too 224 familiar—and are largely the opposite of all those things we had hoped. 225 226 I think it’s not a coincidence, then, that the upsurge of cultural interest in 227 vintage-style keyboards happened right around this time. For those of us who 228 came of age during the golden era of personal computing (or those who wish they 229 did), vintage-style mechanical keyboards are a small act of defiance—a way to 230 physically reconnect with a time when technology seemed to offer a tomorrow 231 that would always be better than today. 232 233 An image that captures our brand pretty nicely.An image that captures our brand 234 pretty nicely. 235 236 At some point I realized that this meant I was essentially building a luxury 237 brand: one whose value proposition is emotional valence, technical 238 perfectionism, artistic design, and artisanal knowhow rather than serving any 239 obvious practical necessity. (Contrary to popular conception, I believe that a 240 true luxury brand isn’t about monetizing social status but rather enabling 241 low-volume manufacturing of weird and creatively interesting goods.) 242 243 I admire many examples in this space—Leica, Teenage Engineering, Hermès—that 244 flagrantly disregard economies of scale, mass appeal, and micro-efficiencies in 245 favor of a quirky creative vision, sold to a tasteful and passionate few who 246 are simply very excited about and believe in what the creators are doing. 247 248 I knew that if I were going to continue operating a consumer electronics 249 company, this would be the only kind that I would find interesting to build. 250 251 The Withering Gaze of Uncle Scrooge 252 253 The growing Norbauer & Co. Los Angeles team in 2021The growing Norbauer & Co. 254 Los Angeles team in 2021 255 256 By 2021 we had opened a [20]workshop in Downtown Los Angeles and I had hired a 257 small team. We had just launched our most popular product, the Heavy Grail 258 (shown in the video below), and our revenue was on an insane parabolic 259 year-over-year upward trajectory. 260 261 This was all quite gratifying in a way, but the feelings of avoidant stress 262 from my early entrepreneurial days started to come back. I just wanted to focus 263 on giving our clients what they wanted, doing it well, and making functional 264 art that facilitated a bit of happy escapism. But with increasing success came 265 a whole host of unwelcome burdens and concerns that I was disinclined to manage 266 optimally. Shards of glass again. 267 268 I keep a statue of Scrooge McDuck next to my desk as a reminder that making 269 money is something a person running a business should endeavor to do. (Milton 270 Friedman and Jack Donaghy action figures were unavailable.) It is a general 271 entrepreneurial failing of mine that profit is not always foremost in my mind, 272 but this has been more true for me in this “fun little retirement project” than 273 with any other preceding venture. 274 275 My museMy muse 276 277 Having so many people throwing money at us made it easy to do what I was 278 naturally inclined to do anyway: to focus on the product and client experience 279 above all else, while avoiding hard decisions about capital allocation. (More 280 money, more Parkinson’s Law problems.) 281 282 Part of the premise and competitive advantage of a luxury brand like ours is 283 being willing to spend way more money on quality and subjective artistic 284 matters than a rational manager would seemingly ever do. But, critically, these 285 expenditures should be focused only on things that affect the client 286 experience. Through my general avoidance of the subject, our profligacy was 287 often directed, utterly un-strategically, by random chaos instead. 288 289 By the end of 2023, to cite one example, I had unwittingly flushed a quarter of 290 a million dollars down the toilet in a self-imposed boondoggle project to 291 rework our e-commerce infrastructure. It was a frog-boiling situation; the 292 development team kept assuring me something shippable was just around the 293 corner—probably actually believing this themselves—until I eventually paid some 294 close attention, dug into the details, and realized (years in) that no such 295 thing was forthcoming and had simply to kill the project. 296 297 Around the same time, I had a suspicion that our warehouse and client support 298 operations had become wildly inefficient, so I decided to take a look at what 299 it was costing us (in labor alone) to ship an order. I discovered that we had 300 gone from $8 per order in 2019 to $104 per order in 2023, an order of magnitude 301 jump in costs with no appreciable improvement in the client experience. 302 303 [image-7] 304 305 These were just two rare examples where I diverted my attention briefly away 306 from what felt like my most important responsibilities (design, engineering, 307 and brand), and I immediately stumbled into raging cash incinerators. There was 308 reason to believe that others were lurking around every corner. This was 309 manifestly unsustainable, and I knew it would eventually start threatening our 310 ability to allocate capital to important things that actually did matter to our 311 clients. 312 313 There are a million little trivial but non-optional tasks in running a physical 314 goods business: complicated bookkeeping, logistics coordination, inventory 315 tracking and valuation, customs clearances, regulatory compliance, endless tax 316 filings, insurance, payroll processing, accounts payable, etc. Attending to 317 tasks like these tends to drain my will and energy, leaving me with very little 318 enthusiasm for more optional (but no less essential) management tasks like the 319 ones where I discovered us pointlessly hemorrhaging cash. 320 321 Spending more time being strategic about management seemed urgent. But I got 322 into this business because I liked making fancy keyboards and connecting with 323 our clients. Diverting my attention even further from those goals seemed 324 horrible to me. This is why, on the day I made those charts and realized all 325 this, I very nearly decided to fold up shop. 326 327 The Seneca Moonshot 328 329 [image]the Seneca 330 331 If it were just a question of going on selling my existing product lines and 332 optimizing the business for short-term profitability, I definitely would have 333 put the company in the garbage right then. What we were making up to that point 334 were essentially “aftermarket upgrades” for keyboard internals made by other 335 companies. Although the community was still clamoring for those products and 336 there was unquestionably money still to be made, I simply felt like I had 337 solved all the interesting design problems in that domain. But I had something 338 else in my back pocket. 339 340 I’ve often said that Norbauer products are more than just backward-looking 341 nostalgia. They’re actually meant to feel like they come from an alternate 342 universe that split off from our own in something like the 1980s—an imaginary 343 timeline where technological evolution continued in parallel to ours but where 344 both the sensual quality of computing hardware and its broader social effects 345 just kept getting better and better (rather than, say, what actually happened). 346 This is why my long-term goal has always been not just to recreate 347 vintage-feeling keyboards, but rather to make new keyboards in a 348 retrofuturistic design language that are actually better than any that exist in 349 our real universe, now or in the past. 350 351 And so in the preceding years I had been quietly working on a crazy (and crazy 352 expensive) multi-year moonshot project to develop our own in-house 353 ready-to-type keyboard—something that a client who wants the best typing 354 instrument obtainable in the world could acquire from us, plug in, and 355 immediately enjoy. Every component would be custom, right down to the screws. I 356 called this project [21]the Seneca, and by the time I was thinking seriously of 357 shuttering Norbauer & Co., it was actually very near completion. 358 359 This put me at a crisis: I didn’t want to go on running the business any 360 longer, but I also didn’t want to give up on the creative vision either; I had 361 become sentimentally attached to the idea of seeing the Seneca out into the 362 world. 363 364 This is where a normal entrepreneur would look to outside partners or 365 investment. But I was so profoundly allergic to this prospect that I remained 366 blind to it, probably for far longer than I should have. Then again, for a 367 founder like me—whose priorities are creativity and the client experience—I 368 think the hesitation was quite warranted. 369 370 Effing the Ineffable (MBAs Ruin Everything) 371 372 There is a natural tension between the pecuniary concerns of the investor and 373 the creative urges of the builder-entrepreneur, and I am certainly 374 temperamentally much more aligned with the latter. But my complaint about 375 investors is not that they’re somehow too obsessed with making money; it’s 376 that—in the long term at least—they’re just generally so bad at it. (And this 377 coming from a guy who has to keep a Ducktales figurine by his desk as a 378 reminder to think about profit occasionally.) 379 380 The Swapping of Cerebrum for Spreadsheet 381 382 Because the core premise of investing is “sit at computer, make number go up,” 383 it seeks above all else things that can be easily measured and thus optimized. 384 385 The folly generally takes one of three forms: 386 387 • Venture Capital. For VC firms, the target is meteoric growth, typically in 388 things like size of user base (profit unimportant) in order to hype the 389 share value for the next round of speculators. This can and often does doom 390 innovative companies that would have been great profitable businesses at 391 smaller scales. 392 • Private Equity. Here it’s the value of underlying assets to be carved up 393 for leverage and/or quick sale to the highest bidder, even if the source of 394 the company’s value generation is itself obliterated in the process. 395 • Public markets. Here the focus is typically juicing quarterly accounting 396 numbers and massaging narratives for modest ticker jumps at the next 397 earnings call. 398 399 There seem to be no good options. 400 401 The startup trajectory is typically as follows: a company starts out doing 402 something good, which catches on and becomes profitable. A core community of 403 enthusiastic and happy customers grows up around the brand. Success attracts 404 investment and a concomitant push to scale. Loath to rise from their computers, 405 the investors seek numbers that can be upwardly coaxed on the screen, and their 406 armies of MBAs are deployed to find them. Things that are easy to measure and 407 control like costs and revenue growth get over-optimized, focusing on easy 408 paper-based wins 📈 over the gestalt of the business and its reputation. Quality 409 degrades, and customer loyalty with it. The brand undertakes a slow march 410 toward mediocrity and eventual death, its pricing power ebbing away, all while 411 the MBA managers and consultants (and often the investors themselves) have long 412 since gotten their payouts and moved on. 413 414 This is an unseen homogenizing force in the world of commerce, draining every 415 last wisp of human dignity and aesthetic joy from some of the world’s greatest 416 brands and institutions—eventually, and ironically, also destroying their 417 economic value in the process. And it leads to the opposite of the very reason 418 I ever wanted to start companies to begin with, which is to make the world look 419 a little less boring. 420 421 MBAs are why we can’t have nice things. 422 423 Sure, I may be slow to undertake performance analysis and optimization when 424 running a business, but I’d far rather have that problem than these. 425 426 Oops 427 428 …many managers attempt to reach their targets simply by cutting costs. This 429 can be fatal. Any fool can cut costs anywhere at any time. For one shining 430 moment it will look as if he or she is a genius at increasing the bottom 431 line. Then the moment will pass … and quality will collapse. 432 433 —Felix Dennis, [22]How to Get Rich 434 435 Although excessive cost-cutting is among the most common, it’s just one example 436 of the investor-driven impulse to focus on metrics— and how this can 437 insidiously erode the foundations of a business over time. 438 439 “When a measure becomes a target, it ceases to be a good measure,” as 440 Goodhart’s Law states, although that formulation actually puts it a little too 441 modestly. I prefer the [23]Strong Version of Goodhart’s Law, as expressed by 442 machine learning researcher Jascha Sohl-Dickstein: “as you over-optimize, the 443 goal you care about won't just stop improving, but will instead grow much worse 444 than if you had done nothing at all.” 445 446 This applies across many domains of human endeavor (standardized testing making 447 students dumber being the most obvious one) but let’s consider a few examples 448 from the world of business. 449 450 • Facebook seeks to improve the world by fostering human connection, choosing 451 engagement with the platform as the proxy metric to guide its algorithms; 452 the result is that people’s “social” feeds fill up with attention-grabbing 453 viral content and virtually no posts from actual humans or friends. 454 • An e-commerce brand seeks to increase cashflow and chooses average order 455 value (AOV) as its proxy metric; managers make offerings like free shipping 456 at certain order total thresholds, causing customers to order things they 457 don’t really want, leading to decreased customer satisfaction and increased 458 returns (with a net negative effect on cashflow relative to baseline). 459 • A streaming service seeks to optimize customer enjoyment and chooses time 460 spent watching video as its proxy metric; the result is that managers focus 461 resources on building auto-play, infinite scroll, and low-value ambient 462 content that spikes the numbers while actually just pissing customers off. 463 464 I could go on. Jerry Muller’s [24]The Tyranny of Metrics is an entire volume 465 dedicated to this phenomenon, as is much of Nassim Taleb’s brilliant [25] 466 Incerto series, a nearly 2,000-page screed against what he rightly calls naïve 467 rationalism and the frequent backfiring of over-reliance on quantitative models 468 and targets. 469 470 The Hard-nosed Economics of Emotional Attachment 471 472 So, yeah, metric optimization is dumb. But it is even more often the case that 473 the most important things can’t even be measured at all. 474 475 Despite much quantitative window-dressing to the contrary, business is actually 476 an inherently social and thus profoundly subjective, psychological, and 477 qualitative phenomenon. The real earning potential of a company emerges not 478 primarily from its book assets but its brand and reputation, for it is only by 479 that reputation that it is able favorably to undertake the transactions that 480 make those assets worth anything. The goods and services of an untrustworthy 481 (or, worse, hated) transaction partner will trade at a significant discount to 482 what they would be from a favored one. As Danny Meyer (founder of Shake Shack) 483 is often quoted, “business, like life, is all about how you make people feel. 484 It’s that simple, and it’s that hard.” 485 486 Social and emotional matters are thus of paramount importance in business, yet 487 they cannot meaningfully be quantified, and, as we’ve seen, attempting to use 488 proxy metrics to optimize them can easily have the opposite of the intended 489 effect. Customer enjoyment and loyalty are slippery things. A company must 490 always be obsessively imagining and empathizing with the totality of the 491 customer experience, which is a matter of great nuance and subtlety, hard to 492 characterize and dynamically changing across time and multiple dimensions of 493 interaction. A constant attention to this kind of empathy must be embedded deep 494 in a company’s culture—and no amount of net-promoter-score surveys will do the 495 trick. 496 497 The Founder’s No (Protecting the Extraneous Essential) 498 499 We only want to make great products and when you don’t focus only on making 500 money and have reached a certain level, everything becomes about quality. 501 Right now, there is a certain cultural fascination with fast growth, IPOs 502 and so on, but I want to go slow, really slow and think long-term. It takes 503 time to do good things. You see, this cultural phenomenon of speed and 504 growth at all costs is displayed in every startup, they all look the same…. 505 506 —Jesper Kouthoofd, founder of [26]Teenage Engineering 507 508 Measuring things isn’t always inherently bad; trying to optimize naïve proxy 509 metrics almost always is. Cost-cutting is often inherently good; doing it in a 510 way that degrades the customer experience (the ultimate generating function of 511 profit) is almost always bad. The incentives to stray into short-sightedness 512 are many. Somebody has to be empowered to say no. 513 514 Founders typically have a deep intuitive sense of the ineffable factors that 515 make people love their brand, along with a well-honed sense of the company’s 516 core value proposition and competitive advantage—the things that led it to 517 flourish in the first place, which they by nature tend to foster and protect. 518 519 Founder-led operations often keep an edge ... because when there’s someone 520 at the top who actually gives a damn about cars, watches, bags, software, 521 or whatever the hell the company makes, it shows up in a million value 522 judgments that can’t be quantified neatly on a spreadsheet. 523 524 —[27]David Heinemeier Hansson (dhh) of 37signals 525 526 Indeed, the finest case studies in holding the line against the depredations of 527 MBAification typically involve the stubborn will of a founder. To build a 528 company for the very long term requires an enormous amount of discipline, 529 vision, and patience—and some large measure of real control. Among the greats 530 in this pantheon: Walt Disney, Steve Jobs, Yvon Chouinard (Patagonia), George 531 Lucas, James Dyson, and the Dumas family (Hermès). While more than half of 532 those enforced control against investors through private ownership, the others 533 took great pains to insulate their companies from the pressures of Wall Street 534 myopia. All of them were at one time or another dismissed with eye-rolling 535 contempt by managerial-minded executives in their industries. Yet they built 536 some of history’s greatest companies, which were not only creatively and 537 culturally successful but also financially so. 538 539 Steve Jobs insisted that even hidden internal faces of Apple products be 540 beautiful. One of Jobs’ heroes, Walt Disney, pursued a kind of otherworldly 541 perfection at Disneyland to such an extent that I’m hard pressed to pick which 542 examples to mention here. Perhaps the midcentury science fiction author (and 543 friend of Walt) Ray Bradbury put it best. Describing a totally unnecessary 544 fanciful architectural flourish added to the castle at Disneyland some time 545 after it was built: “It cost $100,000 to build a spire you didn't need. The 546 secret of Disney is doing things you don't need—and doing them well—and then 547 you realize you needed them all along.” My favorite example is the Sisyphean 548 [28]polishing of every brass drinking fountain in Disneyland every single 549 night. These things are hard to justify on paper, but Walt correctly [29] 550 observed: “people can feel perfection.” 551 552 Brass fountains at Disneyland. One afternoon on the left, next morning on the 553 right.Brass fountains at Disneyland. One afternoon on the left, next morning on 554 the right. 555 556 Cost control is important in any business, but it is the job of the founder to 557 understand and protect the extraneous essential. Creating a feeling of 558 perfection in the eyes of your clients is a vastly under-appreciated moat. 559 560 This is why I believe, especially in the early decades of a company’s 561 existence, founders must seek always to keep their brands free from the 562 excessive influence of investors and their short-sighted MBA emissaries. One 563 should work only with investors who think for the very long term—and plan to 564 hold the company for just as long. Such investors are much more likely to defer 565 to the brand-protective vision of a founder, because they’ll have more to lose 566 by destroying what made the business successful merely for short-term wins. 567 This requires some large measure of control, if you can manage it, but just as 568 importantly an even greater degree of personal trust in the values and 569 judgement of the investor. 570 571 The trouble for me at my crisis point with Norbauer & Co. was that not only was 572 I not aware of any such investors but that, as far as I knew, the things I 573 needed and cared about just seemed antithetical to the very premise of 574 investing itself. 575 576 On one of those dark days in 2023 when I was wallowing in despair, ready to 577 walk away from Norbauer & Co, I pointed all of this out to my husband Alan, who 578 said something along the lines of “Wait a minute. Wasn’t Andrew Wilkinson one 579 of your all-time favorite human beings? And didn’t I read recently that he runs 580 some kind of investment thing now?” 581 582 Palm Pilot 583 584 Way back in 2007, I was in Chicago for [30]the SEED conference, an event hosted 585 by my longtime tech and business idols, David Heinemeier Hanson and Jason Fried 586 of 37signals (another duo of unconventional founders who managed to maintain 587 control over a very profitable long-term company). 588 589 I was stepping off the L train after the conference, returning to my hotel 590 several miles away in a city where I knew no one, so I was startled to hear my 591 name. I turned to find a lanky kid, whom I remember looking like an unlikely 592 hybrid of awkward geek and hipster aesthete. He had recognized my name from the 593 conference badge still dangling from my neck (Tiny’s empire, incidentally, now 594 includes [31]a conference badge company) and asked if I was the Ryan Norbauer 595 who at the time wrote a [32]guest column for 43folders—a now mostly forgotten 596 website about productivity that was widely read in those days of a much smaller 597 and nerdier Internet. I reported that, regrettably, I was indeed the personage 598 in question. After a brief friendly chat, we swapped email addresses and went 599 on our way. That skinny kid was Andrew Wilkinson (who would go on to co-found 600 Tiny), and over the following weeks and years, we struck up a long 601 correspondence. I still fondly remember his beguiling habit of vicious 602 self-deprecation—and of calling businesspeople who took themselves too 603 seriously “wieners.” 604 605 We were two insecure, upstart kids in our twenties, running two non-competing 606 Web 2.0 agency businesses. Mine was doing back-end development, just as his was 607 doing front-end—the now-famous Metalab that, among many other impressive 608 projects, was pivotal in the design of Slack. (The full history of Metalab is 609 excellently detailed in Andrew’s memoir, [33]Never Enough: From Barista to 610 Billionaire). This led to an obvious and easy bond—and a lot of commiseration. 611 612 Hipster Andrew from back in our agency days.Hipster Andrew from back in our 613 agency days. 614 615 Being fellow 37signals acolytes also made us feel like members of a furtive 616 club of contrarian outsiders, a new guard of folks in the tech world who were 617 questioning the orthodoxies of Silicon Valley, venture capital investing, and 618 “enterprise software” with a kind of [34]scorched-earth sarcastic rationalism. 619 Andrew and I both have always been deeply skeptical of consensus narratives 620 about how one is supposed to live a happy and successful life (a trait I find 621 common among serial entrepreneurs). This line from Andrew’s memoir is one I 622 could very easily have written about myself: 623 624 To this day, if anyone tells me what to do—no matter how reasonable—I will 625 dig my heels in and resist, flashing back to being a kid. 626 627 In our teens, we had also both turned to computers and entrepreneurship as ways 628 of answering and escaping uncomfortable aspects of our youth. We had come of 629 age at that brief time when being part of internet culture made one feel 630 special and weird—like humanity was on the cusp of something wonderful, and we 631 were early to the party—in a way that I think shaped both our young identities. 632 (That same spirit of the early web that is still a central feature of my own 633 aesthetic life all these years later.) Another quote from his memoir: 634 635 My [tech] obsession was so severe that my unfortunate nickname in school 636 was “Palm Pilot” because I walked around taking notes on a little 637 black-and-white PalmPilot personal organizer, an early precursor to the 638 iPhone. As you can imagine, the girls at school found this irresistible. 639 640 Not only did I excitedly carry one of these very same devices around at my own 641 school but occasionally complemented it with a chirping Star Trek combadge on 642 my shirt. We were clearly both cut from the same ridiculous cloth. 643 644 Knowing someone who shared so many of my values, goals, and neuroses simply 645 made me feel less alone during a very stressful period of company-building, and 646 our conversations became a kind of animating force for me in those days of 647 drudgery and stress. Andrew was, as Alan would remind me nearly twenty years 648 later, one of my favorite humans. 649 650 Mini-Buffett 651 652 Although I spoke with Andrew less often as the years passed, I was peripherally 653 aware that he had become a professional investor, which—not knowing any of the 654 details—is a fact I would of course normally have been disposed to meet with 655 mild scorn. But knowing Andrew, I figured he must have found some charmingly 656 idiosyncratic and benign take on it; I just never troubled to find out what it 657 was. 658 659 It was only after my husband’s suggestion about reaching out to Tiny that I 660 looked seriously into what Andrew had been doing with his fund these past 661 years. 662 663 The first encouraging sign was the company’s unpretentious name. As Andrew 664 explains: 665 666 We felt that all these private equity and investment firms had ridiculous, 667 self-important (or borderline evil-sounding) names like BlackRock, 668 Greywolf, and Maverick. We liked Tiny because it felt down to earth and 669 friendly and, frankly, kind of ironic and funny. 670 671 Trying to learn as much as I could about how they operated, I started listening 672 to [35]Andrew’s many popular interviews on the My First Million podcast and 673 elsewhere, where it became clear that he had indeed found his way into a 674 characteristically nerdy and, to my mind, surprisingly inoffensive way of 675 thinking about investing. 676 677 I was particularly pleased to observe that deep thinking, rationality, and 678 reading all seemed to be explicitly baked into Tiny’s culture. Andrew, 679 incidentally, has my all-time favorite [36]Tweet on business or investing: 680 681 [DraggedImage-8] 682 683 The many books I heard him mention in interviews sent me down a long reading 684 journey that introduced me to the mental framework behind his particular weird 685 corner of the investing world, which I found in itself to be a rewarding 686 brainiac adventure. There was the douchey-sounding but actually quite excellent 687 [37]How to Get Rich by Felix Dennis (in which the affluent author undertakes to 688 convince his reader that pursuing the goal mentioned in the title is a bad 689 idea). There was [38]Invention: A Life of Learning Through Failure, by James 690 Dyson (of cyclonic vacuum fame), a magnificent portrait of a founder who 691 doggedly pursued a quixotic creative vision in a way that no naively rational 692 manager or investor would ever abide. There was [39]The Outsiders: Eight 693 Unconventional CEOs and Their Radically Rational Blueprint for Success, a 694 masterpiece on business strategy and capital allocation, showing how managing 695 companies in certain unorthodox ways actually leads to better results for 696 shareholders. But surely the most instructive of these was [40]The Snowball: 697 Warren Buffett and the Business of Life, an incredibly dense and exhaustive 698 biography of the man who inspired Andrew’s second professional life as an 699 investor. 700 701 Tiny is often called “the Berkshire Hathaway of the Internet” due to their 702 modeling their philosophy on that of Buffett and his business partner the late 703 Charlie Munger. So earnest is their admiration that they run a little side 704 business selling a $2,598 set of [41]bronze busts of the duo. (Not quite as 705 cool as Mr. McDuck, but not bad.) 706 707 Munger and Buffett busts from Berkshire NerdsMunger and Buffett busts from 708 Berkshire Nerds 709 710 The Berkshire approach focuses on acquiring profitable entities with a strong 711 brand moat and loyal customer base, keeping out of the way of what originally 712 made the company successful, supporting operations with ethical and experienced 713 executives, and holding the purchased shares indefinitely. (Insanely, but 714 tellingly, this is somehow considered a eccentric and contrarian take in the 715 world of institutional investing—and an approach that, despite its prominent 716 success, has rarely been copied.) Andrew and his co-founder at Tiny, Chris 717 Sparling, have extended Buffett’s model to the world of technology and 718 design—areas that they know well but in which Berkshire has historically been 719 reluctant to operate. (It is outside their “circle of competence,” as Munger 720 would have put it.) 721 722 Two really important and relevant recurring themes of The Snowball are 723 Buffett’s very long time horizon when it comes to investing (“buy and hold 724 forever”) and the paramount importance of reputation in business. Note that 725 these are both explicit counterpoints to the things that I said I dislike most 726 about the typical investor mentality (namely, short-termism and an indifference 727 to brand erosion). 728 729 As Buffett famously once said in a briefing to employees, “Lose money for the 730 firm, and I will be understanding. Lose a shred of reputation for the firm, and 731 I will be ruthless.” There are countless other examples in his biography of an 732 obsession with reputation. He stresses that, even when misbehavior in any one 733 transaction could be financially advantageous, it is not worth the potentially 734 catastrophic damage to one’s brand—personal or otherwise. 735 736 This has often accrued to very real business benefits for Berkshire. Buffett 737 drafts up very short and simple (1-2 page) offer letters to potential 738 acquisitions, predicated on good faith rather than legal constraints. 739 Berkshire’s goal is, by cultivating a reputation for fair-dealing, integrity, 740 and zero bullshit, to be a preferred buyer and thus to avoid getting into 741 bidding wars. Founders proactively want to sell to Berkshire, because they want 742 to see their good names endure and their companies flourish over the long haul, 743 and they can trust Buffett to keep his promise to do just that. 744 745 My Tim Cook 746 747 In my study of both the Berkshire and Tiny approaches (to which, I must 748 confess, I dedicated some months of reading and rumination) there was one other 749 critical idea I encountered. Buffett rarely gets too deep into the operational 750 weeds of the companies in which he invests. He buys firms that he believes have 751 strong market positions and then stays largely out of the way, collecting 752 dividends while waiting patiently for the next good opportunity to come along. 753 “Lethargy bordering on sloth remains the cornerstone of our investment style,” 754 as he wrote in a shareholder letter. 755 756 As a first order of business on an acquisition where the founders wish to 757 change or diminish their role, Tiny seeks to bring in an executive. This was a 758 lesson Andrew learned by chance before he even became aware of Buffett’s 759 philosophy. He asked his old friend Mark to look after Metalab while he was 760 away on vacation and discovered, upon his return, that things were actually 761 operating more smoothly than when he was micro-managing the company before his 762 departure. It’s a lesson I wish I had been forced to learn much earlier in my 763 own entrepreneurial career, and it’s frankly one I still have trouble 764 internalizing to this day. 765 766 In hindsight, it made all the sense in the world to do this, but at the 767 time it was an anomalous thought that I almost felt guilty about. It’s a 768 decision that many entrepreneurs fear making. I was embracing what I came 769 to call Lazy Leadership: the idea that a CEO’s job is not to do all the 770 work, but more importantly to design the machine and systems. 771 772 In all the stories of visionary founders I’ve read over the years, there was a 773 subtle theme present for every one whom I admire: each had a trusted executive 774 who handled the financial and operational side of things while the founder 775 focused on the equally essential matters of brand and customer experience. Walt 776 Disney had his brother Roy, who fronted for him with banks, struck legal deals, 777 and made sure all of his little brother’s grand dreams were actually 778 financially feasible. Gene Roddenberry notoriously had his rapacious attorney 779 Leonard Maizlish strike the business deal with the studio that gave him 780 ironclad creative control over Star Trek: The Next Generation (the only way a 781 wonderfully crazy show like that could ever have been made) along with an 782 usually strong financial stake in any resulting revenues. I once heard an 783 interview with billionaire luxury shoe designer Christian Louboutin about how 784 he rarely looks at financial statements and trusts his business partners to 785 handle everything other than the creative work; he just thinks about shoes all 786 day. George Lucas had a similar arrangement at Lucasfilm. Dyson has a CEO 787 running things in Singapore so he can tinker around with wacky R&D projects in 788 England. And, of course, Steve Jobs had Tim Cook. 789 790 I heard Andrew tell many stories of companies either that he had run or that 791 Tiny had acquired where the founder was essentially holding the company back by 792 not delegating to a trusted executive. Tiny’s strategy, immediately on buying a 793 business (if not before), is typically to find someone who has run a similar 794 company but at approximately double the size of the current business—the idea 795 being that they’ll know from direct experience how to take the business to the 796 next level. For example, when they bought Aeropress (and the founder wanted to 797 step out of the picture), Tiny hired the former President of SodaStream to run 798 it. That CEO massively grew the business in a few short years, leaving Andrew 799 able to luxuriate in the results idly from afar. Something similar happened 800 with Dribbble, where its founders had grown a huge base of happy users but 801 weren't sure where to take the business next on their own. Under Tiny’s new 802 CEO, the community saw explosive growth, while still allowing the founders to 803 hang around and keep doing the bits they enjoyed. 804 805 I started to get excited imagining what it might look like for me to be off in 806 my keyboard playground all day like Dyson or Louboutin—focusing only on making 807 amazing product and building the brand. I would have been quite happy to get 808 out of the way so that someone who actually knew what they were doing could 809 keep an eye out for those cash incinerators, tax filings, bank nonsense, and 810 all the little logistical minutiae that gobbled up my creative energy (and, for 811 that matter, my will to carry on in the business at all). 812 813 I can’t stress enough how transformative this simple shift in thinking was to 814 me. While I had often sought, here and there, to outsource simple tasks as 815 cheaply as possible in the past (such as hiring a warehouse crew to put things 816 in boxes), the thought had never occurred to me to find someone actually to run 817 my company for me. I think I had also somehow implicitly felt a (stupidly) 818 moralizing obligation to do all those things myself in order to be a worthy 819 founder. But, of course, there is no virtue in soldiering on through something 820 at which your skills are only middling at best, especially when you could be 821 focusing instead on areas where you actually have some unique value to add. 822 823 Here is how Andrew puts it in his book: 824 825 …there is always somebody else who loves the job you hate. You might find 826 accounting boring, for example, but I promise you there is somebody whose 827 idea of a great night is eight hours of pivot tables in Excel. You might 828 find coding to be the most laborious and painstaking job on Earth; someone 829 out there can’t believe you’re going to pay them to write code. And you 830 might hate running a company, which was someone’s dream job. 831 832 It’s basically the idea of comparative advantage from economics: a non-zero-sum 833 game where all parties win by contributing what they do best. Presumably there 834 was a spreadsheet jockey out there who needed someone like me to create the 835 artistic product that generated numbers to populate his or her pivot tables. I 836 realized I needed my Tim Cook. 837 838 And so I decided to approach my old buddy Palm Pilot to see if he might have 839 any interest in partnering up with the world’s nerdiest luxury business to make 840 exactly that happen. 841 842 Money that I didn’t need 843 844 The business world has many people playing zero sum games and a few playing 845 positive sum games searching for each other in the crowd. —Naval Ravikant 846 847 Getting an offer from Tiny was, oddly, much easier than getting a quote from 848 many manufacturers I’ve worked with. I simply gave them a little writeup on the 849 history of my business (way shorter, in fact, than the one you’re currently 850 reading) along with a login to our Shopify so they could check some basic 851 financials. Tiny only ends up investing in far less than 1% of the 852 opportunities that come across their desk, but apparently the analysts whom 853 Andrew put on the task of evaluating Norbauer were compelled by what they 854 found. 855 856 The offer was extremely short and simple, in classic Berkshire style. They 857 would make an investment into the business that would leave me fully 858 financially de-risked (even if the company went to zero), and they would bring 859 in a talented executive to function as a kind of COO. (At some point we just 860 took to calling this role “Norbauer’s Tim Cook.”) In exchange, they would get a 861 49% minority share in the business and a commensurate portion of any future 862 profits. 863 864 Incidentally, if it were merely a matter of a share in future profits, I would 865 readily have taken less than 51%, but I felt that retaining control was 866 important to assure the keyboard community that I wasn’t ceding the business to 867 the money people. This also gave me the power to ensure that no cost 868 efficiencies would ever get in the way of the client experience: my Founder’s 869 No. 870 871 Our shared long-term strategic vision was to launch the ready-to-type line I 872 had been building for years, starting first with the Seneca, and in doing this, 873 to give us a shot at building a great luxury brand that could endure for 874 decades. 875 876 I knew it was a good idea to accept the offer when, on sharing the details with 877 all my friends in the VC world, every single one of them told me I shouldn’t 878 take it. Many suggested that I should get competing offers from private equity 879 firms (not something I would ever in a million years consider). But some did 880 raise one reasonable objection. The funny thing is that Norbauer has always 881 been actually perfectly well capitalized. So, as they pointed out, I could 882 actually in theory just have figured out how to hire an executive entirely on 883 my own using cash in the bank. 884 885 But that sounded really hard, and I frankly just didn’t know how to do it. I’ve 886 historically been awful at hiring and extracting the best performance out of 887 employees—and especially letting people go when it’s obvious that things aren’t 888 working out. (I’m simply too polite—another area where I could do to be a bit 889 more like my desk-side mentor.) This failing of mine is costly and problematic 890 enough when it’s a low-paying menial job, but with something as high-stakes as 891 a well-paid executive there just seemed like so many things that could have 892 gone wrong, and I didn’t trust myself to get it right on the first try. Tiny, 893 by contrast, does this kind of strategic hiring all day long; it's their 894 superpower, and their secret sauce. 895 896 Anti-goals 897 898 I likely could have negotiated for more money than Tiny offered, but I didn’t 899 really care. I figured if these guys know what they’re doing, the company will 900 do well and we’ll probably make some money eventually together. I was looking 901 for long-term incentive alignment with smart people rather than a quick payday, 902 and my goals were primarily subjective and psychological. 903 904 Andrew, borrowing from Munger, stresses the importance of anti-goals in 905 business. Taleb calls this the via negativa: the fact that it’s often easier to 906 arrive at what you want by eliminating bad things rather than adding new 907 theoretically good ones. I’m a big via negativa kind of guy. 908 909 Here was my anti-goals list for a potential Tiny deal: 910 911 • Ever touching a spreadsheet The main thing I needed was someone to do the 912 important business analysis for me, attending to the low-hanging fruit but 913 without optimizing the client experience into the ground. 914 • Drowning in “little tasks” While productivity and hard work have (to a 915 fault) never been scarce commodities for me, I’m really only effective when 916 I can serially hyper-focus on things. The only things I’m any good for 917 require me to go off into the wilderness, as it were, for weeks at a time 918 so I can think clearly and deeply on problems. I needed to get the endless 919 little administrative to-dos off my desk so I could actually effectively do 920 that. 921 • Feeling alone This last is perhaps the most important. I was just sick of 922 not having anyone to validate or sanity-check my strategic choices and 923 plans—to encourage me in the things I was doing right, and to help me 924 realize when I was putting my attention on the wrong things. As a solo 925 entrepreneur I’ve always been prone to anxious freak-outs when little 926 hiccups arise in a business, because I know if I’m not taking them 927 seriously there is nobody else to do so. I had increasingly come to realize 928 that facing problems like this entirely on my own simply feels bad. Maybe 929 it’s a kind of weakness and I should be embarrassed, but in any case I had 930 at least reached the level of maturity to acknowledge that, at this point 931 in my life, I wanted something else. 932 933 Optionality 934 935 In addition to anti-goals, another really important thing for me is 936 optionality. I reached out to Andrew to clarify some edge-case scenarios before 937 agreeing to the deal, and he gave me the following (astonishing) assurances: 938 939 • If the business failed, no big deal. It happens, he said; we share the risk 940 and just suck it up together and move on if so, no hard feelings. 941 • I could walk away whenever I wanted. I really am a contrarian bitch; it’s 942 deep in my veins. I basically find it impossible to do something if I have 943 to do it, and even if I can whack up the ginger under those circumstances 944 the work becomes slow and painful. (At the very least, I have to be tricked 945 into believing it was my idea.) Andrew told me early on that I wouldn’t be 946 shackled to the business, and if I ever wanted to walk away they would just 947 find someone to replace me. That’s not going to happen, but only because I 948 know it could if I wanted it to. 949 • The big red FUCK OFF button on my desk Knowing how I bristle at being 950 constrained, Andrew volunteered another point of optionality. He recounted 951 the story of another company in which Tiny had made a majority 952 (controlling) investment. The founder had stayed on running the business 953 and Tiny occasionally made managerial recommendations. That founder 954 eventually got annoyed, telling Tiny to fuck off and stop telling him what 955 to do. And they actually did as instructed, trusting that he knew his 956 company better than anyone. The founder sold the company for some healthy 957 multiple just a few years later, creating a huge payday for Tiny. Andrew 958 said he considered this a fantastic outcome and wouldn’t have done anything 959 different. He offered this as an example that I could tell his team to get 960 out of my hair at any time as well. 961 962 Yes 963 964 As we were nearing finalizing things, the Partner at Tiny who was putting the 965 deal together reached out to me to make one last clarifying point. He said he 966 just wanted to check in with me to make sure I didn’t have revenue growth 967 expectations that were too high for the first few years. 968 969 Yes, you read that right; this was a potential investor who was checking with 970 me, a creative founder, that I wasn’t going to expect them to MBA the shit out 971 of my company right off the bat, because if so they weren’t sure they could 972 deliver. 973 974 I happily signed on the dotted line. 975 976 Caleb and Year Zero 977 978 Do not seek a replica of yourself to delegate to, or to promote. Watch out 979 for this, it is a common error with people setting out to build a company. 980 You have strengths and you have weaknesses in your own character. It makes 981 no sense to increase those strengths your organization already possesses 982 and not address the weaknesses. 983 —Felix Dennis, [42]How to Get Rich 984 985 The executive whom Tiny proposed to be my Tim Cook was Caleb Bernabe, who is 986 now our Executive in Residence (a position he shares among a few portfolio 987 companies that don’t yet require a full-time executive). He acts essentially as 988 our COO, but his job description is basically doing all the things that I 989 hate—a skillset at which he inexplicably but admirably excels. 990 991 Like me (and Andrew), Caleb is a fellow refugee from both startups and 992 university education, a founder who sold his company and ended up where he is 993 now through a series of accidents during a listless period of existential 994 crisis—essentially as a solution to boredom. 995 996 When it comes to being a hipster aesthete, though, Caleb puts even Andrew to 997 shame. He’s into 90s hip hop, vintage Porsches, and Leica cameras (film only, 998 of course). Purely for fun, he runs a fashionable [43]natural wine bar in 999 Victoria, BC. 1000 1001 Tourist Wine Bar (exterior)Tourist Wine Bar (exterior)Tourist Wine Bar 1002 (interior)Tourist Wine Bar (interior) 1003 1004 But my favorite fact about him is that, when he came to Utah to offer moral 1005 support at a conference talk I gave, he showed up in a streetwear hoodie and 1006 newly bleached-blond hair, looking like he had just rolled out of a Santa 1007 Monica skate park. Yet I knew that the very next day he was on his way to New 1008 York to negotiate on Tiny’s behalf in a high-stakes bidding war against one of 1009 the richest men on earth and an army of slick-haired suit-wearing MBA 1010 consultants. (He showed up in the hoodie.) 1011 1012 He’s exactly the sort of person I’d expect Andrew to pick as an analytical and 1013 operational wizard. 1014 1015 Caleb personally co-invested in Norbauer & Co. as part of the Tiny deal, 1016 following the general ethos of maximum skin-in-the-game incentive alignment. He 1017 makes sure the lights stay on, projects stay on track, bills get paid, papers 1018 filed, and that I never have to monitor things like cashflow or other 1019 accounting details. Whenever financial modeling is required, he dives into 1020 those pivot tables with abandon but otherwise just leaves me alone to make the 1021 keyboards nice—with some welcome cheerleading from the sidelines when required. 1022 1023 Caleb is without question one of the smartest and most competent people I’ve 1024 ever had the pleasure to work with. There is approximately zero chance I would 1025 ever have hired so well if I had opted to go it alone. 1026 1027 It’s part of a broader trend I’ve noted: everyone at Tiny is just so 1028 ridiculously smart, competent, and rational. One presumes that such people 1029 exist in the world, but I’ve rarely had occasion to interact with them in my 1030 professional life. It’s all the rarer to find so many all in one place, and 1031 seemingly happy no less. (I vividly remember my first video call with Aman, the 1032 Partner assigned to evaluate a potential deal with Norbauer. I saw a bunch of 1033 insanely obscure books on his shelf that I thought nobody on earth had ever 1034 read other than me, so we spent half the call excitedly geeking out about that, 1035 rather than troubling too much about any details of the deal.) 1036 1037 The best part of my collaboration with Caleb in this past year is that we are 1038 so consistently on the same page about strategy, cost/quality tradeoffs, and 1039 vision for the brand. Of course, I was very careful when weighing the deal (and 1040 Caleb as an executive) to ensure that this would be the case. But he quickly 1041 put me at ease on that front. To also demonstrate my point about the articulate 1042 intelligence of the people at Tiny, I might as well quote at length from his 1043 pitch email to me: 1044 1045 As a frequent participant in hobbies and interests centred around extreme 1046 devotion to detail and artistry, I resonate with your approach to building. 1047 What’s even more striking to me, however, is your philosophy around luxury 1048 and brand. My existential issue with fashion, cars, even art and dining to 1049 some extent, is the misplaced idea of status that many casual participants 1050 (conspicuous consumers) attach to items and experiences. I often lament the 1051 mass adoption of status symbols, and search intently for those with a 1052 legitimate devotion to craft. You called this approach an antidote to late 1053 stage capitalism, as opposed to a result of it. I love that. 1054 I’ve long wondered what would result if I were able to apply my ability and 1055 passion for building businesses towards an opportunity that exists more in 1056 this realm, rather than that of spreadsheets and sales optimizations (as 1057 much as I genuinely love those things, too). Usually, I end up thinking 1058 that this seems like too big of an ask for the universe, having my cake and 1059 eating it too. I feel genuinely, however, that working with Norbauer may be 1060 an opportunity to do just that. 1061 1062 What more need I say. 1063 1064 I can also report that Tiny as a whole has been ridiculously respectful of my 1065 role as founder and guardian of the brand. Well into the partnership, I asked 1066 Aman for his perspective on a video script I was working on, and here is the 1067 beautiful message he wrote me: 1068 1069 I want to be careful about giving too much of my take. Norbauer is an 1070 extension of you. And I’d be careful of questioning your instinct too much 1071 especially when it comes to the less tangible things about the business. It 1072 could compromise authenticity. Ideally, people listening hear your voice. 1073 1074 Caleb also once pointed out that various folks at the fund have been very 1075 interested in and curious about Norbauer since the acquisition—enthusiastically 1076 following along with the more subjective accomplishments we’ve been 1077 accumulating in the past year—but nobody at the head office has ever quizzed 1078 him on how many keyboards we’ve sold yet. Everyone remains far more interested 1079 in the long-term prospects for the brand and just diligently doing what we need 1080 to make it happen. 1081 1082 Psychological effects 1083 1084 While my motive for seeking a deal with Tiny was fundamentally psychological 1085 (i.e., wanting to walk out the window a little less), there have been a number 1086 of other unexpected—but very welcome—changes in my emotional relationship to 1087 the business. 1088 1089 It turns out that completely financially de-risking for a founder is pretty 1090 transformative. Even though I had always been fully prepared to lose every 1091 dollar I had put into the business, I think some part of me always worried that 1092 if things went to zero and I couldn’t return our personal capital I’d be 1093 letting my family down, which probably made me overly cautious. Now that I’m 1094 playing with the house’s money, as it were, I have a kind of emotional distance 1095 that makes it easier to reason dispassionately about risks. 1096 1097 In fact, I would say that the emotional voltage around decision-making in 1098 general is much lower for me. When you’re a sole founder who is making all 1099 executive decisions, each one carries a massive emotional weight. It’s not just 1100 a question of the financial consequences, but for me at least it has often been 1101 intimately bound up with a sense of self-worth and identity. If anything goes 1102 wrong, there is nobody else to blame but me. Something about stepping back and 1103 becoming a partner with others in the business helps me think about the company 1104 more like an investor (the good kind), thinking about the business at a 1105 slightly higher level of abstraction. Together, we all just try to do our best 1106 and approach things rationally. 1107 1108 Interestingly, I’ve also noticed an increased cadence and cost-consciousness 1109 has coalesced in my daily engagement with the business. There is something 1110 about having other people whom I like and respect who have a reason to care 1111 that helps me feel motivated to pay attention to those things that actually 1112 serve the business. Before, when it was just me, I had nobody to harm other 1113 than myself—which somehow made it much easier for me to indolently inflict that 1114 harm. 1115 1116 Since the deal, the business has already been more profitable than it ever has. 1117 Or so I’m told. (Louboutin-style, I usually don’t even look at the financial 1118 reports Caleb sends.) 1119 1120 Production on the Seneca proceeded beautifully, as I had hoped, through 2024. 1121 And we sold out our private “Edition Zero” offering almost instantly. We were 1122 awarded two patents for head-turning advancements in keyboard tech, with others 1123 in the pipeline. I have my Tim Cook, and my anti-goals have been kept far at 1124 bay. 1125 1126 Things in Year 0 have played out exactly as Andrew puts it in his book: 1127 1128 I realized that [Tiny] appealed to founders who didn’t relish the idea of 1129 selling their beloved company to some private equity firm run by people who 1130 viewed their business as a spreadsheet and would chop it up for parts then 1131 flip it to the highest bidder. Founders like us. We could come in, give the 1132 founders a huge payday, and do our best to solve all of their problems. 1133 Problems we’d learned to solve the hard way. It didn’t mean they had to 1134 leave, either. We could offer deals where the founders stayed on and kept 1135 running the business, taking some chips off the table. Or, if a founder 1136 wanted, they could just advise the business and leave the day-to-day to us. 1137 1138 Year 1, and Straight on to the Retrofuture 1139 1140 Now it’s 2025 and I’m moving into my second year with Tiny’s help. 1141 1142 We just brought on a new member of our executive team to head up Client 1143 Experience, Taeha Kim, who is also now an incentive-aligned investor in the 1144 business. Taeha has long been the leading tastemaker and influencer in our 1145 industry and, as part of our deal, [44]his half-million-subscriber YouTube 1146 channel came to Norbauer & Co. with him. There is probably no single person on 1147 this planet better poised to do this critical job for us, and I’m certain that 1148 this deal would never have happened without Tiny’s involvement (I would simply 1149 not have had the ambition or risk tolerance even to explore it.) 1150 1151 The Seneca is now a real thing in the physical world, and it has been [45] 1152 generating enormous [46]buzz, both within the keyboard world and beyond, as we 1153 moved towards our more public [47]First Edition launch this week. 1154 1155 The product and brand are stronger than ever. I have an amazing crew to dream 1156 alongside me. We’re doing cool shit together and having a great time. 1157 1158 And not once have I even had to turn the key to open up the little protective 1159 acrylic cover over the big red FUCK OFF button on my desk. But it has brought 1160 me great comfort to know it was always there. 1161 1162 I used to think that building something great required carrying all the 1163 significant burdens on my own. That the price of creative freedom was solitude. 1164 And that those shards of glass were just a necessary part of the meal. 1165 1166 At least with respect to one rather exceptional investment firm, I was wrong. 1167 1168 I just had to find investors who think for the long term—and who respect the 1169 art of business at least as much as the business of business. People who could 1170 run the spreadsheets for me, but also see beyond them. And find them I did. 1171 1172 For the first time in my life as a founder, I’m not staring alone into an 1173 abyss. 1174 1175 I’m looking into The Future. 1176 1177 And I’m smiling like an idiot. 1178 1179 Get my future dispatches delivered directly to your inbox. 1180 1181 [48][ ] SUBSCRIBE [three-dots] 1182 Now check your email and confirm your subscription. 1183 1184 Further reading 1185 1186 [50] 1187 Keyboard Academy 1188 1189 The Outsider Option: Why I Sold Half my Company to Tiny 1190 1191 [51] 1192 The Berm 1193 1194 Death and Underachievement: A Guide to Happiness in Work 1195 1196 [52] 1197 The Berm 1198 1199 A Forgotten Future 1200 1201 © 2010-2025 Ryan Norbauer 1202 [53]Visit my luxury keyboard design studio. 1203 1204 References: 1205 1206 [1] https://ryan.norbauer.com/ 1207 [2] https://ryan.norbauer.com/journal/the-outsider-option-why-i-sold-half-my-company-to-tiny/#/portal 1208 [3] https://ryan.norbauer.com/ 1209 [4] https://ryan.norbauer.com/biography/ 1210 [5] https://ryan.norbauer.com/reading-list/ 1211 [6] https://ryan.norbauer.com/journal/ 1212 [7] https://ryan.norbauer.com/journal/the-outsider-option-why-i-sold-half-my-company-to-tiny/#/portal 1213 [8] https://ryan.norbauer.com/biography 1214 [9] https://norbauer.co/ 1215 [10] https://www.norbauer.co/?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1216 [11] https://www.tiny.com/?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1217 [12] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AeroPress?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1218 [13] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Letterboxd?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1219 [14] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dribbble?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1220 [15] https://serato.com/?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1221 [16] https://www.metalab.com/?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1222 [17] https://frosty.inc/?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1223 [18] https://www.hodinkee.com/magazine?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1224 [19] https://geekhack.org/?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1225 [20] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDDBU8kkJZw&t=69s&ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1226 [21] https://www.norbauer.co/pages/the-seneca?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1227 [22] https://amzn.to/3CpskYQ?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1228 [23] https://sohl-dickstein.github.io/2022/11/06/strong-Goodhart.html?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1229 [24] https://amzn.to/4g32Gag?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1230 [25] https://amzn.to/40lJC1a?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1231 [26] https://teenage.engineering/?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1232 [27] https://world.hey.com/dhh/beans-and-vibes-in-even-measure-8eff819c?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1233 [28] https://youtu.be/wG1BrdzirnU?si=oDYY_1cyZVsbdf4O&t=106&ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1234 [29] https://www.forbes.com/sites/disneyinstitute/2020/02/04/what-do-tiki-birds-have-in-common-with-customer-experience-learn-why-intentionality-matters/?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1235 [30] https://signalvnoise.com/posts/610-announcing-the-seed-conference-featuring-jim-coudal-jason-fried-and-carlos-segura?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1236 [31] https://www.conferencebadge.com/?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1237 [32] https://ryan.norbauer.com/journal/death-and-underachievement-a-guide-to-happiness-in-work/ 1238 [33] https://amzn.to/4gbRLed?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1239 [34] https://signalvnoise.com/posts/347-youre-not-on-a-fucking-plane-and-if-you-are-it-doesnt-matter?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1240 [35] https://www.youtube.com/@MyFirstMillionPod/search?query=andrew+wilkinson&ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1241 [36] https://x.com/awilkinson/status/1646990916408995840?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1242 [37] https://amzn.to/40BYWa4?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1243 [38] https://amzn.to/4gj4FXZ?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1244 [39] https://amzn.to/3WBS6QD?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1245 [40] https://amzn.to/4jFDg5g?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1246 [41] https://www.berkshirenerds.store/?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1247 [42] https://amzn.to/3CpskYQ?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1248 [43] https://touristwinebar.com/?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1249 [44] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u11-pBP9GA0&ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1250 [45] https://daringfireball.net/linked/2025/03/20/the-seneca?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1251 [46] https://www.theverge.com/keyboards/633344/norbauer-seneca-3600-keyboard-peek?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1252 [47] https://www.norbauer.co/products/the-seneca?ref=ryan.norbauer.com 1253 [50] https://ryan.norbauer.com/journal/the-outsider-option-why-i-sold-half-my-company-to-tiny/ 1254 [51] https://ryan.norbauer.com/journal/death-and-underachievement-a-guide-to-happiness-in-work/ 1255 [52] https://ryan.norbauer.com/journal/a-forgotten-future/ 1256 [53] https://norbauer.co/