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1 [1] Westenberg. 2 3 • [4]Home 4 • [5]About 5 • [6]Upgrade 6 • [7]RSS 7 • [8]Products / Tools 8 • [9]Book Notes 9 • [10]YouTube 10 • [11]Permissionless 11 12 [13]Sign in [14]Subscribe 13 15 Dec 2025 4 min read 14 15 Thin Desires Are Eating Your Life 16 17 Thin Desires Are Eating Your Life 18 Photo by [15]Alexis Fauvet / [16]Unsplash 19 20 The defining experience of our age seems to be hunger. 21 22 We're hungry for more, but we have more than we need. 23 24 We're hungry for less, while more accumulates and multiplies. 25 26 We're hungry and we don't have words to articulate why. 27 28 We're hungry, and we're lacking and we're wanting. 29 30 We are living with a near-universal thin desire: wanting something that cannot 31 actually be gotten, that we can't define, from a source that has no interest in 32 providing it. 33 34 The distinction between thick and thin desires isn't original to me. 35 36 Philosophers have been circling this territory for decades, from Charles 37 Taylor's work on frameworks of meaning to Agnes Callard's more recent writing 38 on aspiration. 39 40 But the version I find most useful is simple: 41 42 A thick desire is one that changes you in the process of pursuing it. 43 44 A thin desire is one that doesn't. 45 46 The desire to understand calculus versus the desire to check your notifications 47 are both real desires, and both produce (to a degree) real feelings of 48 satisfaction when fulfilled. 49 50 But the person who spends a year learning calculus becomes someone different, 51 someone who can see patterns in the world that were previously invisible, who 52 has expanded the range of things they're capable of caring about, who has Been 53 Through It. 54 55 The person who checks their notifications is, afterward, exactly the same 56 person who wanted to check their notifications five minutes ago. 57 58 The thin desire reproduces itself without remainder. 59 60 The thick desire transforms its host. 61 62 I want to be careful here because this is a claim that can easily slide into 63 unfalsifiable grumpiness about Kids These Days. 64 65 But there's a version of it that I think is both true and important. 66 67 The business model of most consumer technology is to identify some thick 68 desire, find the part of it that produces a neurological reward, and then 69 deliver that reward without the rest of the package. 70 71 Social media gives you the feeling of social connection without the obligations 72 of actual friendship. 73 74 Pornography gives you sexual satisfaction without the vulnerability of 75 partnership. 76 77 Productivity apps give you the feeling of accomplishment without anything being 78 accomplished. 79 80 In each case, the thin version is easier to deliver at scale, easier to 81 monetize, and easier to make addictive. 82 83 The result is a diet of pure sensation. 84 85 And none of it seems to be making anyone happier. 86 87 The surveys all point the same direction: rising anxiety, rising depression, 88 rising rates of loneliness even as we've never been more connected. 89 90 How could this be, when we've gotten so good at giving people what they want? 91 92 Maybe because we've gotten good at giving people what they want in a way that 93 prevents them from wanting anything worth having. 94 95 Thick desires are inconvenient. 96 97 They take years to cultivate and can't be satisfied on demand. 98 99 The desire to master a craft, to read slowly, to be embedded in a genuine 100 community, to understand your place in some tradition larger than yourself: 101 these desires are effortful to acquire and impossible to fully gratify. 102 103 They embed you in webs of obligation and reciprocity. 104 105 They make you dependent on specific people and places. 106 107 From the perspective of a frictionless global marketplace, all of this is pure 108 inefficiency. 109 110 And so the infrastructure for thick desires has been gradually dismantled. 111 112 The workshops closed, the congregations thinned, the apprenticeships 113 disappeared, the front porches gave way to backyard decks and studio apartments 114 and the coveted Micro Homes where you could be alone with your devices. 115 116 Meanwhile the infrastructure for thin desires became essentially inescapable. 117 118 It's in your pocket right now. 119 120 Grand programs to Rebuild Community or Restore Meaning seem to founder on the 121 same logic they're trying to escape. 122 123 The thick life doesn't scale. 124 125 That's the whole point. 126 127 So: bake bread. 128 129 The yeast doesn't care about your schedule. 130 131 The dough will rise when it rises, indifferent to your optimization. 132 133 You'll spend an afternoon doing something that cannot be made faster, producing 134 something that you could have bought for four dollars, and in the process 135 you'll recover some capacity for patience that the attention economy has been 136 methodically stripping away. 137 138 Write a letter, by hand, on paper. 139 140 Send it through the mail. 141 142 The letter will take days to arrive and you won't be able to unsend it or edit 143 it or track whether it was opened. 144 145 You're creating a communication that exists outside the logic of engagement 146 metrics, a small artifact that refuses to be optimized. 147 148 Code a tool for exactly one person. 149 150 Solve your friend's specific problem with their specific workflow. 151 152 Build something that will never scale, never be monetized, never attract users. 153 154 The entire economy of software assumes that code should serve millions to 155 justify its existence. 156 157 Making something for an audience of one is a beautiful heresy. 158 159 None of this will reverse the great thinning. 160 161 But I've started to suspect that the thick life might be worth pursuing anyway, 162 on its own terms, without needing to become a movement. 163 164 The person who bakes bread isn't trying to fix the world. 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